Need a break!

So hey, I finally got control of my emotions. I stopped bursting into tears out of a sudden. Ok wait, I didn't say i got control of ALL my emotions. Heh. I sometimes still sit at the corner thinking back of what happened. Hey, at least i didn't cry right. Improved la. :) Family's definately getting better now. I no longer see mum crying as well for these couple of days. Or maybe because she hasn't been home in the afternoon since Wednesday. Lol.

Things happened recently making me feel that there's much more than just working and studying. Come on, live your life in a good way! Don't regret at the end of the day thinking "sigh, I should have done that". Ok I'm starting to confuse myself on what I'm talking about right now.

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Next is my usual procrasinate attitude. Assignments, homeworks, study! Nah, haven't done those. As I said earlier, there's more than just studying in life. Wait, the thing is, I'm not even studying now. Oh shiet! Crap.

I need a vacation. Need a break from my current life and just go to the beach! And yes, I love the beach! Who doesn't? :) Getting a tan, swimming in the ocean, just relax~ Ahhh~ *dreaming*

Sem break? END OF SEPT! Oh my, damn freggin long time more! :(

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August babies! ME! Haha, ok lah. Happy belated birthday Eileen and happy birthday charis!

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My current buddies - Radio, oranges, daddy's laptop, my bed :)

May he rest in peace

While I was at Timothy's farewel in Duta Executive Suite, KL on Saturday night, I received a text msg from my brother saying that "he" passed away. I was trying to be strong not to burst into tears infront of all my friends. Went outside the suite to take fresh air. Then the guys came out to have a smoke, saw my 2girls accompanying me. Everyone was like "hey, r u okay?" The more they asked, the more i felt bad. Immediately then i broke down into tears.

Being down the whole night, couldn't go back home as my family went to uncle's, everyone else was being really nice to me. Alot of them offered me a ride to where ever i needed to be. But i didn't know the way to uncle's so i stayed at the suite. Emo-ed through the night, had my fingers cut at the broken door knob.

By the way, there were penguins there. Real life ones! Next to the pool! NICEE! :)

Tim's farewel party pictures on facebook.

-album 1-

-album 2-

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Now i'm back from his funeral, thinking about what his 3 years old boy said, broke me into tears once again. My aunt being strong, carried the boy looking through the coffin of his father before cremating, asking whether he recognises him. My lil cousin brother then replied, "Ya, that's daddy. I wanna use my sport car to fetch him next time". So young, innocent and clueless mind broke my strong aunt into tears right away. So i was looking for my aunt, found her in tears and she told me what he said; I myself then couldn't stayed strong.

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A 40 years old husband and father to his wife and boys (aged 6, 3 and a newborn),

the only brother to mum and 5 sisters,

and an uncle to us,

left this world to a better place.

May you forever rest in peace.

We'll always love you!

My 18th!!

I'M FINALLY 18!!!

Was at Republic last night, waited for an hour till people start arriving. Ok lah, I don't blame them. Olympics 1st, although Malaysia lost :( And yes, I watched it at REPUBLIC!
Anyways, Sunday night not many people. I booked tables inside Republic. No people inside weh! It was as though i booked the whole place to ourselves :D

Great night. Lil gathering with 15 friends or so, chit chatting. :)

Then its not till 11 something, where CHARIS made the 1st move pushing drinks to me. I had to drink pure vodka by seconds! By the 3rd cup, i was already dizzy.

The girls pulled me up to the stage thingy to dance. So fine, no one else marh. The place's practically like ours. Then when the clock strucked 12, the dj wished me happy birthday! AND, there came the flaming lamborghini as my birthday "cake" from my friends. I remembered hearing the dj saying on the mic "you go girl!" or something like that. Pai seh! ><

After the flaming, and i was gone! I barely can remember what i did or said after. Sorry if i had offended anyone. Hehe.

Thanks you guys, who went to celebrate my 18 with me! I had loads of fun.

Love y'all loads!

More pictures on facebook and friendster.

Sweetness :)

Hiya people.
Heh, I'm just happy and hyper today.
Boon Yoong appeared at my house just awhile ago, gave me my early birthday present. Try to guess what he gave. He baked a cake for me! Yes, he baked it! So sweet! AND, its darn beautiful. I don't think I'll have the heart to cut and eat it.

Its beautiful right?
I know! :D




THANKS Yoong!

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Marketing lecture

My marketing lecturer is kinda like an outgoing, open minded fellow. So in today's lecture, he conducted a survey, passing out respondent sheets only and posted the questions on the screen. There are 3 parts from the survey. General, Relationship (more to private things) and Lifestyle i think. Forgot already. Well here goes the questions as far as I can remember. Mostly are yes/no answer. And some written.

. General:
. Male/Female
. Are you chinese?
. Have you been in a relationship before?
. Have you watched pornography movies before?
. How many bf/gf have you had?
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. Relationship:
. Have you been in a relationship?
. How many hours do you spend on dating your partner?
. Do you mind that your bf/gf is not a virgin?
. Are you a virgin?
. Have you tried having oral sex?
. Do you perform free sex?
. Do you have several sex partners at the same time?
. Have you engaged in a one night stand before?
. Where is the best place to have sex?
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. Lifestyle:
. Do you like to look at guys/girls who wear sexy clothes?
. Do you mind your bf/gf to dress sexy?

The questions are some sort of in that way la. Theres more but I can't remember all of it.
Some think that the survey conducted was totally irrelevant and its a waste of time. Some think that its fun. What I think you may ask? Its okay as it kills the bore during the lecture but i must agree that it is irrelevant to the marketing subject. I guess.
Oh yeah, today's the 14th of month 7 in Chinese calendar. So everyone, be careful yeah.
*prays* to all Chinese people out there!
By the way, Happy Birthday Sam Lee! :)

Signing off,

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So I've added a new feature if you guys noticed. View also merchandises blogs by my friends.
Its right below the friends gadget.

Enjoy :)

Updates

Ok, I haven't been writing what I've done these couple of weeks. Mostly outings just to yamcha or movie. Nothing much and not much pictures. So here goes the pictures that I've taken.

Movie (The Mummy) with Boon Yoong :)

Regular yam-cha with Dixon

Last but not least, brother's birthday at uncle's place.

(Daddy's trying to move away from the picture taking. hahaha.)

Tagged again

Tagged by Alex

1. Where is your cell phone?
In my room.

2. Your significant other?
Somewhere~ over the rainbow~

3. Your hair?
Erm...brown.

4. Your mother?
Is sleeping.

5. Your father?
Sleeping too.

6. Your favorite thing?
My handphone.

7. Your dream last night?
Forgotten la.

8 Your favorite drink?
Iced/hot chocolate.

9. Your dream/goal?
Yet to decide :P

10. The room you’re in?
Upstairs hall.

11. Your hobby?
Hanging out with friends, squash/swimming.

12. Your fear?
BUGS. Dark.

13. Where do you want to be in 6 year?
Somewhere other than Malaysia. Providing that my whole family's not in M'sia as well.

14. What you’re not?
Dead.

15. Muffins?
Yummy~

16. One of your wish list items?
Laptop.

17. Where you grew up?
PJ, then Subang.

18. The last thing you did?
Watched A Knight's Tale

19. What are you wearing?
My night gown.

20. Favorite gadget?
Handphone/Computer

21. Your pets?
Last i had were hamsters. Like long long time go.

22. Your computer?
Compaq with Samsung screen. They're black! :D

23. Your mood?
Bored.

24. Missing someone?
Yes.

25. Your car?
Is shared with my sister (which is practically mine now as she's not in M'sia at the moment :D)

26. Something you’re not wearing?
Pants.

27. Favourite store?
Armani Exchange, Calvin Klein.
Though i cant afford (yet). I like their clothing designs.

28. Like someone?
Now as in admiring someone? Nope.

29. Your favourite colour?
Purple/White/pink

30. When is the last time you laughed?
While wathcing A Knight's Tale.

31. Last time you cried?
A few weeks back.

I tag... Cheryl, and anyone else who just wana have something to do.

STUCK!

Aiyo. And i thought reallocating my accounting class to monday morning then i can go back home earlier. BUT now, its raining! Damn it! Very heavy rain some more. I can't get to the car :(
Hence, i'm stuck in the comp lab writing this post and in msn chatting.
Sigh, it doesnt seem like the rain is gonna stop anytime soon.
I'm hungry :( Haven't eaten my lunch.
Dixon asked me to go for a movie. I'm freggin stuck here! How am i gona get out from here?!?!?!
Ok fine, i'm gona go do something more productive. Like... Completing my notes! Hehehhee.

Till the next post,
*poor e-laine*

20Qs & Ans

# 1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

Slap him in the face and walk off.

# 2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

Marry a rich, loyal, handsome husband, having a career myself.

Everything else just flow from there.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?

Wedd dinner at a mansion or so, huge ballroom, with stairs that i can walk down (like a princess) to my husband.

Flowers and laces and musicians.

Family and friends!

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

Yes, one would never know what lies ahead.

*#5 What's your ideal lover like?

Tall (5'8+), loyal, rich, good looking hunk with sexy body (dreaming), have a good career (can support himself AND me~).

Gimme a prince lah (he has everything).

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Erm... Loving someone i guess. Or being loved by someone. Duno la. Both la. :)

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?

While being single? Dont know. I cant stand being too lonely. Hehe.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Move on. He wont be like the only guy on earth.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Assignments, homeworks.

Could not afford things that i want while window shopping (ok la, i admit they're too much; AX, Gucci, Chanel,...)

#10 The question is not here.

#11 Is being tagged fun?

Depends. If im bored, yes (implying that i've got no life? sobs. )

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?

Hmm... 10years. Which will make me 28.

Having a stable career, being able to buy anything i want with my own money while shopping (what la. now wan to buy also heart pain for my dad okay, if my own money then dif story ma.), and i'll probably be married. :)

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?

My family, close friends, friends.

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

A hyper, bubbly, sexy sweetheart whom i love.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

Must i really choose? Married but poor. :S

Whats the point if i have all the money in the world but no 1 to share it with?

But then again, of coz i would wana be married AND rich. :)

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?

Open my eyes.

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?

Probably.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

See who treats me better and loves me more in return. :P

#19 What type of friends do you like?

A true friend.

Some one who can listen to my complains and while im sad,

some one who can tell me straight to my face if i dressed badly,

some one who can make my cry by telling me the truth when im doing something wrong (*eh*cheryl*em*)

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?

Two-faced, making use of me, hypocrites.

Tagged by : Cheryl sweetheart

8 people for this :

1. Alex

2. Lily

3. Sue sister

4. Kenn brother

5. Sern Liang

6. Jillian

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