While I was at Timothy's farewel in Duta Executive Suite, KL on Saturday night, I received a text msg from my brother saying that "he" passed away. I was trying to be strong not to burst into tears infront of all my friends. Went outside the suite to take fresh air. Then the guys came out to have a smoke, saw my 2girls accompanying me. Everyone was like "hey, r u okay?" The more they asked, the more i felt bad. Immediately then i broke down into tears.
Being down the whole night, couldn't go back home as my family went to uncle's, everyone else was being really nice to me. Alot of them offered me a ride to where ever i needed to be. But i didn't know the way to uncle's so i stayed at the suite. Emo-ed through the night, had my fingers cut at the broken door knob.
By the way, there were penguins there. Real life ones! Next to the pool! NICEE! :)
Tim's farewel party pictures on facebook.
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Now i'm back from his funeral, thinking about what his 3 years old boy said, broke me into tears once again. My aunt being strong, carried the boy looking through the coffin of his father before cremating, asking whether he recognises him. My lil cousin brother then replied, "Ya, that's daddy. I wanna use my sport car to fetch him next time". So young, innocent and clueless mind broke my strong aunt into tears right away. So i was looking for my aunt, found her in tears and she told me what he said; I myself then couldn't stayed strong.
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A 40 years old husband and father to his wife and boys (aged 6, 3 and a newborn),
the only brother to mum and 5 sisters,
and an uncle to us,
left this world to a better place.
May you forever rest in peace.
We'll always love you!
