Monday, July 6, 2009

Disastrous

Why is life being so difficult? Having to be in accidents, loosing things, being in the middle of conflicts, being threatened when the opposite party was the 1 who asked for my help, and having people's parent creating stories which is not true about me. I so do not want to be in the middle of conflicts between parent and their child. I was being so careful of not getting involved, and this is what I get in return. I'm sorry as this might get a little hurtful if you're reading, but I don't want to be in the picture anymore. In the picture of your conflicts that is. As my position to you matters, the most I can and will do for now is to listen and be there for you whenever you need me. But I'm not gonna be in the picture if it regards your parent. Give me some time.
On the other hand, did you know that moments of happiness can be destroyed in matter of seconds? In a blink of an eye, and its all gone. How can an almost perfect trip turned into a disaster like this? Will blog of my Pangkor trip soon.

I honestly have to say, I'm almost reaching the bottom. One day soon enough, I'll probably just break down and I'll also start to wonder who will be there to catch me when I fall.

2 Spills:

Joy. said...

I may not be there when you fall, but I guess I'd be holding out my hand if you ever need help to get up =)

E-Laine said...

Thanks so much Joy. Really appreciate it. And I'm glad to know that you care. :)
Loves.